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♥ Tuesday, July 31, 2007♥

was real sick yest when came to work..cough non stop.
virus been spreading out very fast. not onli mi..even my colleagues got it.
went hm in the afternoon as i realli cant take it animore. so drowsy.
den went to take bus back hougang n intend to c doc alone as i cant reach him..but b4 i alight he finally called n ended up meeting him at the doc there..
gt communication breakdown as we met at the wrong place n my hp was in silent mode.
got 8 miss calls by him den i saw him walking in to find mi..his face was damn black..
ask mi yi nv wait for him at the bus stop but i tot we meet at doc there..
so funny..after tat doc gib mi 2days mc as realli so xing ku.cough plus sore throat n bit feverish..
went back hm n took the med n rested..sumhw e med gt sumthing wrong..eat alr very sleepy but can't get to slp at all..duno y ..so ended up rest awhile..
woke up bout 6.50pm n he feel hungry,..ask mi whether wana eat.so we went out to eat n packet for his mom..den went hm take med n rest again..
wad s STRANGE thing happened again..feel drowsy but cant slp e whole nite..keeps on moving around.y is the med so funny wan?? ppl take med can slp but i can't..make my throat more worst..
is the med wrong or is it my body??
i can't even ans it myself..
this morning i woke up n went to work..
call MISS Fatty!!ai fen ai fen!! haha..
den she ask mi who am i?? my voice so man ah??haha
she tot is who..haha..cos my hp is private num..lol/..scare her sial..
so cold working whitesand..gng to work hougang point cuming August!!
hope to c hoon either on fri or sun ba..


yvonne love ryan


♥ Sunday, July 29, 2007♥

dear dear,mi, n my little cute nephew!!




yest work finish xiintiian cum find mi..supposed to eat steamboat with my dear dear n her.

but ended up nv go cos xiintiian nt feeling well plus she very full. so she acc mi back to hougang den we tok tok awhile till my dear reach house downstair.den he suggested to go hab dinner as he nv eat whole day.so went down to ang mo kio to eat.den shun bian drop xiintiian to take bus..


after she left we went to eat n quarrel again..haiz..so sad case.cos b4 tat dear dear wan eat MOS burger de.den went there gt MOS burger.so lucky..but where a tragic happened!!!


he went to press for money den walk pass S11 den he decide to eat western food.but i dun wan cos i'm craving for MOS burger.so we agree to packet the MOS buger n go eat western food with him..

but.................................................................

later on he play with mi as in put mi alone inside n i dun hab money with mi n he walk away..

well..sounds a bit guo fen lo.ppl looking at mi n ask for money!!! i where gt money?!! den i damn angry n walk away awhile to cool down n tears flow down.

so sad..den he carry on eating den he ignore mi totally..den he sae..!!

"wan bu qi bu yao wan"!! haiz..nt i wan bu qi.is realli sad ma..

den still ask mi hw much money i wan den he ask his mom give mi de money n ask mi go!!

den i sae i take my bag n go le..den my wallet dun hab a single cent!! haiz!!sian diao lots!


hw would i think?? if i realli wan his $ i wun help him when he in needs ma..haiz..dear..realli la..!!

i love u so much lehs.


den i call xt n lend mi money den i find yu ling acc mi..cos i too sad le..b4 tat i sat alone at AMK central alone crying doin nuthin.sad like hell..


den meet ling drink awhile n deicided to go back n look for him..when i reached hm he dun even wan talk to mi..keeps pushing mia way when i get near him!! realli sad!! first time he like tat!! i noe all is my fault but i realli nt purposely one..i cried so long bout 1hr plus.. den i keeps on begging him till 5plus he oso dun care.


FINALLY.........................

he ask mi faster go slp cos early morning i gonna work..den i guai guai go slp le..den wake up he oso nv fetch mi go work or wan to talk to mi..!! haiz..den i left for work..

den buy food but no appetite eat finish..throat damn pain..eyes very tired!! sumore air con so cold here!! wear jacket oso cold..!!cant tahan!!


den i msg him bout 4times bt still no reply..until 2 plus i received his 1st msg..

"Morning. . . I awake already . Have a great day at work . . Weather very cold. . Remember wear jacket"

den i ask him "u still angry with mi ah?"

he replied "duno"

wad i duno??

i guess is dun ask so much!! i realli duno oso!! haiz haiz haiz


today after work gonna hab meeting with my SIC!! gonna end late i guess..

cos recently alot of call back from M1..


n i duno whether my dear gonna fetch mi not..i damn sleepy.eyes keeps on cant open..duno y..


but i miss his hugs n kisses.. n his msges!! sorry dear dear!! dun angry le la!!


TODAY IS OUR 8MTHS ANNIVERSARY!! I promise i wun be like tat again!! sorry!!


love u lots..

yvonne gn!!




yvonne love ryan


♥ Saturday, July 28, 2007♥











































































































yvonne love ryan


♥ Wednesday, July 25, 2007♥


workin very hard this few days as target haben hit yet!!4 more thousand to go!! chiong ah!!
damn tired n sleepy too..yest close shop at bout ten plus..
wah lau..the cust la..everytime like to cum in last min one..sian diao.
went hm straight den my dear workng nite shift!!
more worst..so cold last nite but cant hug him!! miss him badly wor..
den my stomach like nt feeling very gd..juz y?
maybe eat wrong things wor..
saw tian blog..hurt her finger??!! scare mi man!!
den after work straight called her den noe wads going on!!
scare mi sial..cos i too toopid le..dun understand wad she wrote!!hehe+_+
its been so long since i took any photo with my ALVIN GN!!
off oso nv go anywhere..juz stay at hm n slack..
nv went for movie!! juz can't wait for my off day next monday!!
wanna save more money for holidays!!
quick quick..!! let mi strike first price tonite man!!
hope to c mi faster tonite after work!!
hope work ends faster too!!


yvonne love ryan


♥ Friday, July 20, 2007♥


Todae we quarrel very badly..
can feel he's realli sad..sob sob!! :(
after 7 plus mths together,n since we patch up tat time..i nv once left him at hm alone..
we've been together sleeping EVERYDAY!!
duno y i juz can't leave him alone to sleep...he's too important to mi!!
although i like to complain but still i noe who's gd to mi..!!
i'm stubborn n have alot of mood swings..but i love him so much!!
i tried very hard wanting to end this relationship but i can't!!JUST Y??
Ans is i love him too much n can't bear to let him go!!
my heart is always with him!! i can't stop missing or loving him even one sec!!
i juz wan to be with him every sec n min!!
he's reali precious to mi..
once, someone tried to break us up,telling mi all his bad things..
but still i cling on!!
cos i trust him!!
he might scold or say mi but its juz for my own good as i hate letting ppl say!!
BUT I NOE HE LOVE N DOTE ME ALOT!!
cos i'm the only vOn in his heart!!
i love his huggies..his kisses!! his everything!!
i noe better than anyone else hw he treat mi!!
sometimes i juz love to nag but in my heart i still love him..
he's juz a very sweet dear dear to mi after all..
cos he has always been there for mi!!
dear dear, i'm sorry to make u angry!!sorri sir.
u're too important to mi cos if not i wun be like this!!
we've made this far together n i'm not willing to give up!!
i'll cling onto u forever!!
i love u dear!!
yvonne lub alvin!!


yvonne love ryan


♥ Thursday, July 19, 2007♥

Yest after work my dear dear cum find mi.. den my miss tian tiana ask mi go out eat with her "bf"..haha...
den we meet le go yio chu kang eat poriddge..haha..tian onli think of "tian ji" onli!! lol
after tat my bf jio them jio them play pool but they dun wan!! action sia!!lol

lucky my work place can use com update blog..if not i sian like hell..
cos if no ppl or sales i bored like crazy man..
lol


yvonne love ryan


♥ Tuesday, July 17, 2007♥

yest i juz off..den my bf work night shift frm 6pm ti 12am..
den i wan to go pasir ris find my colleague at bout 7plus..
when i told him bout that den he like not happy??y??
its my off day..

isn't it funny?? when he off he can go out play soccer with his frens plus sent gals hm everything i oso nv say anithing??
wat for he so difficult to pls??
i tried my best to change but a bit tough to do so nwadays..

feel like being alone..!!!
wad actually u wan??

am i selfish??
am i not??
i juz wana be happy..!!

i hate myself!!

sob sob von!!


yvonne love ryan


♥ Friday, July 13, 2007♥

yest went out with my dear n xt plus her ''bf''..hahaha...
went to balestier to eat the toopid 'bak ku teh' den they duno hw to say the place properly..
find one shop like missing in singapore like tat..wat the hell??haha
maybe i'm MISS SINGAPORE LOST..
haha..lol
den after that intend to went back hm to rest cos very tired den....
ended up play mahjong..played till one plus..
so tired this morning i wake up sial.,.

duno when xt will be ''his gf'' ..!!

gal..i'm still waiting!!
den we can go out together more often sial!!

1 honda fit plus 1 mazda 3!!
hehe


yvonne love ryan


♥ Thursday, July 12, 2007♥

it has been so long since i blog..
has been very busy with work n stuffs..

finally todae i'm alone in pasir ris to work..not enuff ppl todae so gotta work alone..
very stress with my own things too..

hw i wish i can put down everything n relax myself for one week..
lac of sleep n rest..

very stress up with this month target.if i can hit den that will so good..hehe..

i miss everyone especially xt n hoon..
like so long nv meet.although tat day xt came to look for mi but we nv tok much as time were so tight..

reali hope to hit my TARGET!!


yvonne love ryan