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yvonne love ryan

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29/01/09
Part 2
darling was so nice to take urgent leave come back.
den we went to polyclinic to c doc.
GUESS WAD E DOC SAYS??
she is normal.
i was damn angry lo.cos he said he can't hear any phlegm inside her body!!
KAO!!

it was damn obvious tat everyone heard tat man.
NO MED.NOTHING AT ALL.
just paid consultation fees.
WASTE $!!!!
but doc gave us a referral letter,if she vomit milk again,
she need to admit KK A&E alr..
duno wad happened to her oso. :(

30.01.09
todae darling took urgent leave again.
cos baby still nt feeling gd..
duno wad happened..
hope she can get well soon as tml alr her full month liao.
well,time flies fast this week.
cos darling was with mi all e way.

darling ah gong's bdae todae oso.
so we went over to celebrate.
played mj den at nite went back hm liao.
was quite unhappy.
reached hm den i cried like hell.
cried upside down.i dun believe myself oso.
keep on wan beat myself...HAIZ!!
cried almost an hr den too tired den went to slp liao :(

yvonne love ryan

♥ Thursday, January 29, 2009♥

my baby sherlyn is SICK!!!!!!!!!
she's down with flu.....
gonna bring her go c doc later.
the flu started last nite.
she's so xing ku.haiz...
but darling nt with mi.SOB SOB!!!

gonna bring her go c doc alone.duno whether i can handle not.
cos got to bring so many things with mi.
aiyoyoyo.
den i'm now alone at hm oso.
JIALAT!!
she's now sleeping so soundly.
later when she awake den i will bring her to c doc.

alot of cute photos of her taken during cny.
will upload once i got it from lynn (darling sis).
STAY TUNED~~~!!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Wednesday, January 28, 2009♥

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE!!!

26/01/09
awake as early as 9am.
den went bath den ask mama whether i can go bai nian with them to ah ma hse not?
den they said yes.
den faster wake darling up den we prepare n off we go with baby sherlyn oso.

after tat went papa bro there to bai nian oso.
reached hm bout 5plus like tat.
den we eat alr den everyone went to take a nap.
so funny.

after tat 8plus bro ask us play mj.
play 2round den tony n frens came up to play mj.
darling lost 100 bucks.
den they finsihed at 2plus like tat.

27.01.09
awake den some relatives came up.
played mj den at nite oso mj.
MJ ALL DE WAY...

todae darling went back to work alr.
so fast time flies..
nth much to blog oso.
hope sun can reach faster..
MY BABY'S FULL MONTH!!
YEAH YEAH YEAH~~~

yvonne love ryan

♥ Saturday, January 24, 2009♥

HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY TOGTHER!!
I LOVE U............

yvonne love ryan

♥ Friday, January 23, 2009♥

HAPPY 6TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!

time flies so fast.
half a yr has gone.
baby alr out.
hope our relationship can last long....

yvonne love ryan

♥ Thursday, January 22, 2009♥

today so boring.
last nite sherlyn awake in 2hrs.
super tired mi.darling was too tired to wake up den in e end i feed myself.
till morning mama help mi feed n bath her.

nth much happened todae oso.
same old things everydae.
watch tv den rest den play with sherlyn.

aniwae i looking for job.
ani one gt full time job intro mi ma?
intending to work after baby's full month liao.

by e way,this yr mi n darling first yr marriage.
duno whether we need "bao ang bao" for children ma.
some ppl sae need,some sae dun need.
i oso duno wan "bao" or dun wan "bao" leh.
haiz!!!
super broke now liao.
plus no my pay my boss haven transfer mi.
super stress over money sia!!!!!

pls let mi strike 4d!!!!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Wednesday, January 21, 2009♥

RANDOM PHOTOS

yvonne love ryan

♥ Tuesday, January 20, 2009♥

todae woke up at 10plus.
baby cried.feed her milk den bath for her.
we changed her milk powder.
suppose was similac,but nw changed to enfalac due to cheaper price.
but funny things was when sherlyn drank similac,she drank every 3-4hrs.
but nw she drank enfalac,bout 2hrs like tat den one time liao.
i duno y oso.n her urine become more n more yellow.
she hiccups after drinking milk.(both brand)
den she dun wan drink water.
plus she shit once onli.n alot.wonder is it normal??

slept awhile in e afternoon den she awake for milk again.
so tired mi todae!!!!!!
den hoon came to find mi after work at 6pm.
she bought sherlyn a long sleeve but in e end she got e wrong size.LOL!!
but ok la.she wanted to get 0-3 months one but ended up got 3-6 months.
but nvm.she can wear later ma.
den hoon oso got her hand n leg cover(duno hw to spell e name)
HAHA!!

darling gt cny dinner with his company.
hope he will reach hm early tonight.
tml darling off liao.
i'm so happy....
but gonna stay at hm whole day.a bit boring!!
hope baby full month liao,den we can bring her out together walk walk.

i can't wait for tat day to arrive.
aniwae my baby's full month on 1st feb 09.
guess everyone alr gotten my sms.
stay happy!! cheers~~~

yvonne love ryan

♥ Monday, January 19, 2009♥

Today was a happy n sad day oso!!
darling was on mc todae.i guess due to take care baby,realli too tiring for him liao.
he went to c doc n doc sae he nt enuff slp n rest.
hai.all my fault,cos i'm too tired to wake up to feed baby liao.
den darling "bu she de" ask mi feed oso.
lucky my husband is super GOOD!!

whole day at hm.sis brought her baby over.
she cried non stop.
duno wad happened to her oso.
c her cry heart so pain.......

aniwae tml darling gonna attend his coy cny dinner.
i will be at hm waiting for him.hop he will be back early.
is not i will be super bored.

aniwae baby slept whole day in e afternoon.
midnight she dun wan slp again....
SOB SOB!! tired mi to sit beside her..

my mother in law says she dun wan take care baby le.
cos she scare she cant handle.
den i have found one nanny near our hse.
so let's c hw first lo.HEADACHE!!!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Sunday, January 18, 2009♥

sherlyn was so naughty yest cos she dun wan slp from 3plus to 6plus am.
darling was e one who acc her all e way whle i go slpcos i super tired liao.
den lucky mama awake den help us feed her den we faster go slp awhile lo.
darling so gd.sometimes realli appreciate for wad he have done for both of us.
though we r nt rich but somethings cant buy it though u have $.

den we awake at 10am to feed her milk den bath for her.
cos mam n papa need go out buy things in e morning.
lucky darling was there to help mi.
den darling off to work n i go bath den go back slp as baby go back slp.

den 1 plus baby cry again den just nice mama came in my rm den i ask mama feed her.
cos i still very tired n continue to slp till 2pm den awake.
as usual,eat le den rest at room liao.
baby all e way dun wan slp.till 5.30 like tat slp till 7 den awake liao.
duno wad happened to her...
after tat all e way nv slp till nw 12.20am.
she alr drank her milk liao yet dun wan slp.

aniwae baby is allergic to "PET PET" diapers.
i received alot of gift which is "PET PET",so if ur wan get pls dun get tat brand.thx!!
but nw i let her wear "mummy poko" brand.
super gd!! her butt nv get red animore.thanks to ah kae.
cos she got for us as a gift oso.

next week alr cny liao.
super duper fast.......

yvonne love ryan

♥ Saturday, January 17, 2009♥

todae was a TIRING DAY!!!
lucky every morning my mil will help me feed n bath baby.
i 7plus was awake cos baby crying for milk.
den mil take care care n i go slp till 11 like tat baby cry again.
milk time...

den i feed her liao i went back rest awhile.
cos i feel so tired.
den afternoon do nth.
watch show "the gem of life" on net.
but baby dun wan slp.drink milk liao den play n cry..

i was super sleepy at 4plus.
den finally i coax her to slp but in e end she oso nv slp.
den i keep on wake up c her cos she making noise.
after tat 5plus she finally slp.
i wan slp but after tat i cant slp liao.
den went to watch tat show again.

darling keep on complaining bored at work.
i at hm MORE BORED man.
i miss old days.
i realise last time mi n darling seldom go out just e both of us.
now with baby liao.
next time one family can go out together liao.
i wish to go overseas with darling soon!! to anywhere oso i happy.

last time we used to work in e same company.
we used to go drink at pub after work.
now life has changed.
with baby around,i think we gonna spend more time together at hm.
but sad is our room no tv n scv.if gt tv still nt bad.
if now i gt tv i wiould wan apply scv oso.
now baby sleeping soundly n i'm awaiting darling to reach hm to eat with mi n papa.

my back aches like hell!!
omg.cant slp properly....PAIN!!!
i hope baby can grow up faster den can bring her go out play.
cant wat for it.......................

aniwae cny coming.but sad..
i cant go out "pai nian" cos i'm still doing confinement....
super sian.gonna stay at hm n wait for frens come up for mj.
if not i'm BORED!!!!

i hope darling can quit smoking like mi.
he can get a better job.
he can be happy everydae!!
hope he will hug n kiss mi like last time.
n b4 he slp he will say "i love u",but now no more.
SUPER SAD!!
i said b4..ppl will change.guess he slowly change liao.
SUPER DUPER SAD!!!!

aniwae when u guys coming visit mi?
i'm real bored man!!
come up mj la....

todae is onli e 11th day of confinement.
realli sian at hm.especially sat n sun.
cos scv no nice show to watch.den keep on rrepeat wkdays series show.
aniwae i haven get "yao lan" for my baby.
duno wan get which type oso.but if she dun slp "yao lan" oso gd.
but i guess baby all need tat.HAHA!!

recently mi n darling seldom tok.
i oso duno why.isit feelings started to fade?
but i'm sure mine dun!! cos i miss him every mins n sec when he's not around with mi.
but i'm not sure bout his!!
i duno y others frens of mine when their hubby either nt with them or go overseas they can tahan..which i can't!!
cos i cant do without him 1sec!!

blogger very lag,so i cant upload all my baby's photos.
will do tat once blogger not tat lag.

wound still quite painful.
sometimes pain sometimes not.
duno wad happened.
hope it can heal faster.........

yvonne love ryan

♥ Friday, January 16, 2009♥

this morning 5am so scary!!!!!!
my hse opp blk gt ppl quarrel super duper loud.
duno isit got killed or wad.
gt ambulance n police.
so loud n they bang "duno wad" so loud.

baby was naughty.she drank milk 1 plus den 5am den go slp.
but is darling look after her cos i too tired liao.
i slp after 1 min i lie on bed.very fast.
cos yest afternoon i nv take nap.

darling todae hand his resignation letter liao.
cos another company offer him higher pay n its nearer to our hse.
its located at chompang.

hoon came to find mi after work.
she noe i'm bored.den she reached bout 6plus den left at 9.10pm.
hope baby can slp more...
if not midnight awake i realli very tired.
den i dun wan disturb darling slp oso.....

i noe he oso tired.
i oso tired....HAIZ!!!
hw i wish we both work freelance job den so gd...
den we can have more time together.
aniwae baby full mth is on 1st feb.
anione sponsor mi one tv for baby's full mth present??!!!
HAHAHA!! I NOE I'M GREEDY..LOL!!

baby's full month will be held at hm.alr ordered buffet liao.
hoope tat day can reach faster.
aniwae 9 more days to new yr eve.
HOPE FASTER REACH!!!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Thursday, January 15, 2009♥

todae was fine.
quite happy alr....
but onli time passes so slow.
rite nw i'm waiting for darling to reach hm.its alr 10.10pm.
darling said traffic jam.

i've eaten twice todae n nw waiting for darling come back eat again.
i feel like a pig.
baby was very gd gal.
she doesnt't cry much.
onli she she poo or wan milk den she will cry softly awhile.

so heng.
yest midnight awake to feed baby.
so tiring................................
wonder if i starts work i can tahan anot??!!
LOL!!
i dun wish to disturb darling slp as my wound is getting better den i feed her,
let darling rest.

todae sis baby (Jamie Low Yun Jie) came over as both of them are busy todae.
she cried so loud.feel so hurt!!
but after tat alright liao.
played with her.she look so CHUBBY N CUTE!!
i hope my baby can be so chubby n cute like her.

but sis her she chubby cos she breastfeed.
but i nv breastfeed at all.
just feed her formular..

todae is my 9th day confinement.....
hope it will end faster..SUPER BORING!!
today nv cry,hope later i oso wun cry..
cos todae i feel so cheerful..............

but by e way.feel tat darling changed.
duno whether am i over-sensitive or wad.
i feel tat he longer care for mi like last time.
when i cried last time,he will be very patient with mi.
but now,he seems so pek cek!!
den he no longer hug mi when we slp.
Y??
i duno...
hope i am wrong...

hope confinement ends faster!!! :)

yvonne love ryan

♥ Wednesday, January 14, 2009♥

todae darling off.
seriously i think i getting more n more worst.
i tends to cry easily.

at nite 8 plus darling bring mi n baby go find tony awhile.
i noe everyone angry with us cos we insist bringing baby out.
darling actualli wan bring mi go onli cos he noe i cry everyday.
but no one help take care baby n so i bring her along.
i scare her cry den nobodi can help oso.

haiz.................................
den in e end everyone was angry....
i noe its our fault.
but i just wan let go of my feelings outside onli.
i've been staying at hm n feel very depress.

i duno y i become like this.
i even tot of jumping down.......
i noe i'm stupid..
i noe everyone will ask mi dun do this.
I NOE!!!
but i duno y i will go think.....

i wish darling can acc mi till my confinement finish...
but i noe its impossible.......
HAIZ!!
just wish confinement can end faster.
now its onli e 1st wk.long way to go.......

no one visit mi oso.
i realli feel BORED N LONELY!!!!!!
i wan a TV!!!
my room no tv.super sian!!
haiz.....hope i can strike 4d den i can get one liao.

realli feel sad recently.
i've been making darling family members angry.
I FEEL SO SORRY!!!
all my fault.
hope everyone can be like last time so happy.
cos i keep on think bout negative things.

i realli hate myself.
y am i still so playful.
y i still duno hw to think.
y i so stubborn.
all is mi!!
i'm realli sorry to everyone!!

i will learn from my mistakes from now on.
i hope i can be cheerful like last time.
i kept thinking bout e past.
last time was so happy........
but now.......................?????????

so have to accept n adapt all e changes.
i noe i think too much alr...
i'm trying my best nt to think liao.
HAIZ............!!!!!!!!!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Tuesday, January 13, 2009♥

todae darling go back work liao.
noe he super tired cos every nite is he wake up feed baby.
realli feel so bless tat my hubby so gd.
i love him n baby loads!!

my wound getting better liao.
hope it will heal fast den i can help darling to feed milk at nite.
i noe its tough for him to work n take care baby at e same time.

feel so unfair for darling to wake up in e middle of e nite.
haiz..............................
aniwae todae baby one week liao.
time flies so fast when darling is around.
but when darling go back work liao.....
my time is realli SLOW..................

i hope confinement will end fast.
n i can faster go back work so that i can earn more $.
now we have been stressing bout money......

one gd thing bout us is we seldom quarrel over money.
we try to solve it....
so i think my husband is realli perfect.

he can take up all my nasty temper.
he dun even throw temper at mi.
he dote mi.
he love mi.
he dun scold mi.
he give in all to mi.
he give all e best to mi n baby.
he have $10 he will give all his $10 to mi.
he will protect mi.
he kiss mi every nite.
he say "i love u" b4 he sleep.

THREE WORDS FOR HIM...
I LOVE U!!!
u're e best!!
THANKS GOD FOR GIVING MI SUCH A GD HUSBAND!!!

i will try my best to change n word hard for our future...
MUACKS..LAUSHUYU!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Monday, January 12, 2009♥

today baby went for checkup..
everything is fine.
but i was nt gd.
cos my below is real pain.

tml darling gng back work liao.
i cried.i feel lonely.
everyone sae after u give birth u c ur baby u will feel happy.
but actualli i'm nt hapi at all.
i cried.i think alot.

i sort of anyhw think.
i reali duno y i become like tat.
maybe alone is realli very bored.

yvonne love ryan

♥ Sunday, January 11, 2009♥

today was not feeling gd.
i tink my body super weak..
my below reali pain like hell todae.

my mummy n big bro n wife came to visit mi todae.
mummy bought chicken essence,biscuits,milo n condensed milk for mi.
scare if i hungry can eat.

hoon,dong tai,his gf n edwin came to visit mi too.
ask hoon help mi buy some baby stuffs.
wanted to return her e $ but she said next time when i gt $ den return her.
so nice of her.cos she noe i've been stressing over $ nowadays.

i've been crying non stop.
i am realli very stress over $.
i noe i made darling very worried n kept throwing temper.
i'm realli sorry darling.
i duno y i cant stop thinking.
n i noe i kept thinking bout negative things.
but i just cant stop........................

pls help mi ....
i'm realli very sad n stresS!!!!
HAIZ.................................................

yvonne love ryan

♥ Saturday, January 10, 2009♥

everydae at hm.
SUPER BORING.
somemore darling gonna go back work soon.
guess i'll be real bored by then.

my wound is so painful.
i cant tahan man.wana cry out but i just torelate first.
every nite baby will cry.cant slp much.
heart hurts!!!!!!!!!

baby like not feeling gd.
everydae can hear her throat gt alot of phlegm!!
all my fault for drinking coke when i was preg tat time.
I BLAME MYSELF!!

everyone cant slp well cos of baby.
i feel so guilty.
n myself i cant take care baby cos of my wound.
hope it will heal faster!!!

PAIN PAIN PAIN!!
somemore i'm super fan bout $ cos my boss haven transfer my pay give mi.
SUPER STRESS!!
i noe everyone will ask mi nt to think so much.
but hw not to think?
everydae must give my mil $ to buy food to cook for mi.

I AM REAL STRESS!!!
baby is so cute !!!
i love her so much but yet i cant help her when she cries.
HAIZ!!!

i dun wan think so much but i cant stop thinking.
i feel so useless.!!!
blame myself for not preparing $ tat time.
dun even have savings.
now super jialat.
duno wad to do.

i hope money can drop from e sky la...
realli think too much liao.

yvonne love ryan

♥ Thursday, January 8, 2009♥

MY BABY SHERLYN LAU IS OUT ON 06.01.09 AT 1322PM!!
nv upload much photos as blogger is quite lag!!
I SWEAR IT IS SUER PAIN OK!!

finally she is out n i am discharge on 08.01.09 morning.
so i am nw at hm blogging.
my baby weight 2.84kg.

first day my mummy,2nd bro,2nd bro wife,MIL,FIL,Xintian and Ray.
second day gt dine,hoon,dong tai,sophia n sis.
THANKS FOR ALL WHO HAVE COME N VISITED MI!! :)

aniwae i'm so happy tat baby out alr.
so is darling.
just now tony,ah kae n ah kae mama came up n find mi.
so nice of them.n ah kae helped mi to buy disposable panties.
awhile den they go back liao.

aniwae baby look like who?
ani reply??!!!
waiting for my mummy n big bro coming up on sun.

darling gonna go back work on monday liao.
super sad!!
hope he can come hm earlier everydae....
cos mi n baby will miss him alot.

THANKS HUBBY!!
LOVE U LOTS!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Friday, January 2, 2009♥

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

sorry for e lack of updates.
super lazy to update my blog.
awaiting for my baby to come out.

but baby dun wan come out.hahaha!!
so have to wait.i just can't wait for my baby to come out.
meet ai hoon last few days n ah kae go chinatown.

nth much oso la.
will update soon!!!

yvonne love ryan