♥ Monday, March 17, 2008♥

So long nv meet my sec sch frens...

meet them afetr work on 14.03.08.
tok cock alot. long time no c them le wor..
meet boon siong..dong tai n yun long.hahas.s.
mi n dong tai gf no fate.they've been together for so long liao but no chance get to c her once!!
LOL!!

after tat hoon went back company to work last min.ALAMAK!!
pang say us!! haiz haiz haiz!!!

tok finish bout twelve plus den reach hm bath alr den slp liao.
damn tired.
recently stomach nt gd. keep on wan vomit like tat.
c doc liao.doc sae eat wrong things. no appetite too..

aniwae yest nv went out.
went hm straight.watch tv awhile den slp alr.
i slept very early.bout twelve fifteen like tat.
hee.i'm small little pig!!

tml gonna be my off day.
meeting my fren maybe? nt confirm yet.
dman broke alr.
haass..
tonite MJ?? i duno.
update more soon!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Saturday, March 15, 2008♥

haiz..

feeling very sick nw..
keep on stomache n want to vomit leh..
c doc liao.eat wrong thing leh...

super sian man..
stupid illness...
haiz haiz!!

dun wana blog le.waiting for hoon cum find mi den tonite meeting my classmates for gathering!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Wednesday, March 12, 2008♥

OMGOsH GoSH gOSHHHHSs~~~~~

i did a very impulsive thing today!!
kaossss!!!

dunw ana say out first.

meet mi den u will noe..!!!
hahaha..
i guess u guys will be damn shocked!!

dun wana leak out anithing first,,!!!
hahaha...

i can't wait for thur to meet xintian..gal..u will get shock out of it man!!
aniwae i'm so happyiiieee!!!!

alright....will post new photos soon.. stay on!!

yest after work went drinking with my colleagues...
with ALEX SEOW,ALEX LIM,ALFRED TIA,ANTHONY KOH,RYAN LAU,BEN BOEY,STEFAN N.....
MISS KOH AI HOON!!
hahaha..so long she nv go pub with mi le.
went down to keong saik street near chinatown pearl centre there,
PUB NAME CRAZY HOURS!!

BAN that fcuking pub!!!
the waitress there either cant drink or freaking no manners!!
we entertain ourself.plus mi nv drunk at all!!
WTF!! open 2 bottles of chivaS..!! YET THEY GIVE THIS TYPE OF SERVICES!!
no point gng back there laaaa...

no more another time gng there!!!
even if so i oso dun give it a damn la.a..
waitress says she dun drink?!!
den y work pub? go hm drink milk better la!!kaosss!!!

freaking angry yest at there oso.
wait one song waited for more than an hour.
excueses was : we have 18 tables in the pub.
so??? we sitted at the last table.from no ppl we were there till almost full pax.
den u shuld put some songs for us first isnt't it?
duno wad the fcuk they doin oso.
as if we nv open anithing like tat..
sumroe we quite big grp oso.

ARgHhHhH!!! the pub SUX to the core!!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Tuesday, March 11, 2008♥

yeah man..!!

recently my sales nt bad!! CHEERS~~~~
alright...i shall hope i can hit my highest target this mth lo!!

i wana be the TOP!!!
yes yes yes!!!!!!!!

alright.super bored at work.raining all e way..
waiting hoon to come find mi..
her fren wan to buy 2nd phone from mi.
sales comin on e way!! hee

alright...finally wait till pay day liao!! yes!!!
tonite after work duno go wher.thinking of gng straight hm or??
hee.....

will update more soon!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Monday, March 10, 2008♥

i dun wana THINK.
i dun wana SPEAK.
i dun wana CHOOSE.

live with it.
action speaks louder than words.

freaking down mood.
everything pass so fast.
i can't imagine tat.

love is so funny at times.
loving someone n u can even hate him or left him.
though its impulsive bt u will just wana to try it n regret.
so stupid.

think twice b4 u do anything.
wad i wan nw? i duno.
i dun wana think so much also.

cos forcing out things wun turn nice too.
even if i go back my past life, things will still be e same i guess.
only when u change den everthing will be fine for us.

right nw.juz concentrate on my work.
i've been so tired.just duno y.
i wana rest long.one shot take one week of leave.
gonna cool down my body.

my body is very weak nw.
nt enuff blood n sugar..
i wana stay healthy.

sometimes i wana cry out alone.
crying out makes mi feel better.
but at e same time make mi feel real tired n i can have a good slp too.
next morning wake up, puffy eyes.SO UGLY!!!

von ah.cool down n think carefully la...
dun rush urself..
my back aches!! y y y y y!!
PAIN PAIN PAIN.
sleepy sleepy very sleepy!!

working nt stress recently.juz simply tiring.
nwadays sales line they onli work 5 days.duno when my company can change to 5 days week.
cos retail line hrs so long....
hope can work 5days onli.that will be great!!
working nw 6days per week...haiz.even 5 1/2 days oso gd man.
maybe nw nt enuff ppl i guess...
hope com can hire more ppl den we can rest more oso.
if nt ppl oso keep on MC.
sometimes we r real tired.especially those who stay far.
but ppl might says its our job.but den.........
no choice have to accept it cos ppl dun owe us anything.
hope everyhting can improve oso.
been with e company more than 1 yr alr.
ya..it seems improving bt i guess bit too slow.
alot of obstacles they r overcoming.
hope they can move faster ahead too.
well...........................................................
stay cheerful too.
if nt u wun be happy coming to work.

will update more..!!! this coming thur ios my off day le!!
can't wait for tat day! cos i damn tired liao!!

PS:alright my dear xin tian....dun sad sad liao ok!!
must be like mi..blur blur siao siao one..hahaha!!!
love u so much too!!!!
dun sad le uh..if nt i oso sad sad liaoo..hee
will think twice de.dun wana rush to anithing nw!!
shun ji zhi ran better!!
chaosss...

yvonne love ryan

♥ Saturday, March 8, 2008♥

FINALLY..........

all company politics have ended.everyone said out their piece

happy nw.. no more unhappiness..no more conflicts le..hahah.
tats gd n healthy for a company.at least they bother to say out.
THANKS!!

i will work hard from nw on..i wana improve my eveything.
NO MORE MC NW!!!! from this moments on..

i so tired leh..duno y. maybe slp too much liao.HAHAH!! PIGgGggG!!! :)
can slp happily liao.after all this so much unhappiness things..
ok..monday gonna take my pay liao!! yeah yeah yeah!!

all my unhappiness GONE GONE GONE... :)
i wana stay happy from nw on.onli left with r/s pro onli.
duno hw to handle well..

maybe juz shouldn't started so fast.
ending is so sad nw.
i realli lost man.

i wana relax down when i off n think carefully wad i wan.
loving someone is nt as gd as being loved.

i wana go overseas soon.i wana shopping.
must start to save money nw liao.

aniwae hope my work can be very smooth nw.
hope this month my sales can FLY...!!

aniwae maybe love someone dun have to be with him.
but i sort of dn believe man.
dun wana anyhw let my mind run wild again.

no more drinking for mi anymore..
very expensive man.hee!!!

thats all for nw le.will update mroe when i free..
very sleepy nw..

yvonne love ryan

♥ Friday, March 7, 2008♥

i fcuking hate e feeling nw!!! wad should i do?

who who who???
HAIZ..

i wana be happy.
iloveu.inoe.

i duno wad to do onli........

CAN I BE ALONE FOR THIS MOMENT....!!!!

I wana cool down n think twice.
is all my happiness..

i miss the past,
i miss the memories,
i miss the love...
i miss everything!!
i miss u badly!!

will u come back?
after 2 3 days of messenging,
i noe u changed.i noe everything is over.
i knew it. SELFISHNESS!!
i noe everything all created by mi!
juz becos of this i noe ur feelings for mi fading slowly.

whatever it is,just be happy...
its e first ime i'm like tat..

TELL MI TELL MI!! WAD SHOULD I DO??

i dun wan to hurt anione else.
can i juz be the one feeling hurt rather than 3 persons is hurting?

i know u love mi alot.i dun bear to hurt anione.
i noe i'm selfish....
i jus simply can't make any decision....
i duno wad i wan....

love mi for who ami.dun love someone cos of one thing ....
wad if one day tat one thing no longer stays...

I'M REALLY SORRY FOR EVERYTHING!!
BLAME ME RATHER THAN ANYONE ELSE!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Monday, March 3, 2008♥

I DUNO WAD TO DO NW!!

this world is damn realistic!
evrything needs $$$$$$..
No money no talk. damn freaking hell oneeee...

haiz..this few nite has been very tough on mi.
kept waking up in e middle of e nite.
juz duno y. cant slp..

i lose all my confident!!
i lost everything especially u.
i regret but its all too late.

everything ended.
it shouldn't have turn out this way.
its all my bloody hell fault.

only u can take gd care of mi.
only u can give mi sense of security.
only u can make things easy for mi.
only u i can sense responsibilities.
only you.... ALVIN GN HOON YEOW!!!

one year..... all ruin by myself in my own hand!
i shouldn't be so impulsive.
i learn my mistakes...
no point crying over spilled milk.
dun blame anione except myself!!

so wad if i regret?? its far too late.
i noe u have given up alr.
no point i clinging on animore.
maybe i should have given up u long ago
juz the matter of time n e fact tat i tot we still have chance again?
i duno.i duno wad is it nw!!

i'm totally lost nwwwww.....
u wun give mi this fcuking shit pro nw.
i noe u wun!!

fcuk myself for being so cheap!!
i guess so
no words can describe mi nw.

i wonder hw u r?
i care! i do!!!
i dun deny! i dun wana lie anymore!!

i noe u will hate mi...
i duno wad to do laaaaaa....
hw hw hw??

i guess i need to cool down n ask wad i realli wan again!
dun be so stupid again yvonne peh!!
u've done wrong twice!!
y r u still repeating it?JUZ Y!!
learn ur mistakes n get on with ur life.
dun stuck ther pls!!!

i'm so pissed off with myself..!!!
wad exactly i wan?i DUNO!!
can someone pls advice mi?

can i juz slp without waking up?

yvonne love ryan