♥ Thursday, November 8, 2007♥
played mahjong tat nite.lost 50 bucks..
aniwae nv sleep much den last nite after work go hm straight n rest.
stomach very painful.todae more pain..after work sort of small quarrel with dear.
duno y oso.maybe both mood nt very gd especially mi.
he fetch mi after work..den after tat wan to go giant den in e end went there e carpark like alot of cars so we dun wan to go le.den headed hm straight.after tat in car sort of quarrel liao.go pump oil le den reach hm bout 9.30.
den rest on bed le.stomach nt feeling gd..after tat we like nv tok to each other,evening mum called me.haiz..family pros.felt very sad.
cried alone on bed.he oso dun even bother to care oso.who cares?? no one!!
den after tat cum sayang mi.wad for?? all so fake!!
den woke up morning.wah!! my stomach reali pain like hell.so long nv like tat liao.haiz!!
den dear called mi.dun even wan to bother him at all! u noe hw i feel?? u duno so dun think everytime u noe everything la pls!!
cum to work nw my stimach so pain.face so pale.like cant tahan.wake up tat time actualli dun wan cum work cos i so painful n i noe i'm gonna fall sick soon.tonite dear gng watch zhang hui mei concert with his family.guess i'm alone again.forget it la.concert can leave work early.tat time rush u den u sae mi.wad the hell!!
u alwas gt alot of excuses one la!! i can't!
juz let mi be can!! i'm juz so sick todae!! i dun tink i can perform at work!!
wana go back early.bt duno can anot..can't even concentrate on anithing!!
i wana rest!! can i??stomach is making mi so painful..
aniwae ur everything is important one la.mine is not!so dun fcuk care my things.
u can do urs! i can do mine oso! wad i need is care nw!! u noe hw i feel!! freaking sad!
totally wana burst out of tears nw!! u wun noe hw i feel oso! i oso dun wan u to noe! yest whole dae ate once onli.painful till no appetite..guess todae oso.reali nt feeling gd! i dun wan to be like this.!!! very xing ku!!
if i can leave early i will cos i realli nt feeling gd..haiz haiz haiz!! hope everything ends soon!!
yvonne love ryan
