♥ Monday, March 3, 2008♥
I DUNO WAD TO DO NW!!
this world is damn realistic!
evrything needs $$$$$$..
No money no talk. damn freaking hell oneeee...
haiz..this few nite has been very tough on mi.
kept waking up in e middle of e nite.
juz duno y. cant slp..
i lose all my confident!!
i lost everything especially u.
i regret but its all too late.
everything ended.
it shouldn't have turn out this way.
its all my bloody hell fault.
only u can take gd care of mi.
only u can give mi sense of security.
only u can make things easy for mi.
only u i can sense responsibilities.
only you.... ALVIN GN HOON YEOW!!!
one year..... all ruin by myself in my own hand!
i shouldn't be so impulsive.
i learn my mistakes...
no point crying over spilled milk.
dun blame anione except myself!!
so wad if i regret?? its far too late.
i noe u have given up alr.
no point i clinging on animore.
maybe i should have given up u long ago
juz the matter of time n e fact tat i tot we still have chance again?
i duno.i duno wad is it nw!!
i'm totally lost nwwwww.....
u wun give mi this fcuking shit pro nw.
i noe u wun!!
fcuk myself for being so cheap!!
i guess so
no words can describe mi nw.
i wonder hw u r?
i care! i do!!!
i dun deny! i dun wana lie anymore!!
i noe u will hate mi...
i duno wad to do laaaaaa....
hw hw hw??
i guess i need to cool down n ask wad i realli wan again!
dun be so stupid again yvonne peh!!
u've done wrong twice!!
y r u still repeating it?JUZ Y!!
learn ur mistakes n get on with ur life.
dun stuck ther pls!!!
i'm so pissed off with myself..!!!
wad exactly i wan?i DUNO!!
can someone pls advice mi?
can i juz slp without waking up?
yvonne love ryan
