♥ Saturday, April 26, 2008♥
its been so long since i blog as i'm realli damn lazy.
partly oso cos recently happened alot of unhappy things!!
i've done wrong second time again!
i hate myself for doin tat! noe its wrong yet i still do it..
i duno wad happened to mi? y i will become like tat? YyyYyYyYy??!!!
feel like dying!!! feel like leaving this world and have a very gd rest all e way liao..
i dun wad am i thinking oso. i felt very sad !! VERY GUILTY for wad i have done!!
i feel very scare nw oso.y i turn into like this??
i'm realli sorry!!!!
i duno wad to do nw...
feel like bein a child to let ppl pampered..dun nit to think of anything at all.
i hate MYSELF!!!!!!!!
i'm lost nw............................................
duno wad to do?
tian ask mi nt to think so much..hw nt to think?
ican't blame anione else except mi nw..
fcuk myself!!
everything has been done n cant to undone...
if time can flies back i surely wun be like this nw!!
sumore plus my family happened two serious matter..
i feel very depressed n upset.
can help pls help mi?
i realli need care nw...
and i have been sick for more that 2 weeks liao.
my flu n phlemge juz can't leave mi.i'm damn xing ku..
i wana have a long slp nw.. i dun wan to think.
i'm filled with troubled n worries inside my heart.
i wan back my old self.
fileed with smiles n cheerfullness...
where has it gone to???
i dun even have mood to blog.
NO MOOD FOR ANYTHING NW!!
onli way is to let time past faster n my wound will heals..
i wana forget everything..
can i lost my memory for 2 months pls??!!!
can anione out there hrelp mi to remove all those sad memories inside my brain?
i've been so tired recently..
SLEEPY!!!!!!
n my saels is damn bad.
no face to c!!
my life is so fuck up nw!!!!
i wan a new life.....i hate HATE hate HATE myself!!!!!
aniwae company policy keeps changing n changing..
listen till very sian plus ma mu le la..
change duno wan change to wad den will satisfied one de..
listen till very sian lo..
can one day everything remains de same??
aniwae at least last month i gt hit target..
SPECIALLY THANKS TO ALFRED TIA, SIMON NG, ALEX SEOW!!!
cos they realli help mi alot to hit my target..deeply appreciated!!
this month i'm way way behind.so dun think too much liao..
hahahaha...
alright... nw i'm hoping i can off on monday n rest well..thats all..
chaos..
PS: SHARON... I HAVE UPDATE LE LA..LAO AH MA...HAHAHA :)
DUN CRY LE LA..U CRY U CALL RYAN N SCOLD HIM CAN LIAO..HAHAHA :)
yvonne love ryan
