♥ Sunday, May 25, 2008♥

i'm so pissed off with myself!!!
ihate myself!!!

ya..u're right!!!
i should look forward instead of backward!!
i will prove u wrong!!

have nt been feeling well recently.
just duno y oso....
my body is getting weaker n weaker..
can die faster mroe bettter ya!!

i feel so lonely.......
i hate this feeling!!!
aniwae y u all can be so happi n i so sad n down..
i'm feeling very sad n down oso..

i oso duno y will like tat.............
Y??!!!!!!!

work has not been gd oso......
aniwae my temper very bad recently..
oso duno y it became like tat..

alright..stay strong for mi..
learn to look forward n welcome a new future...
i miss u badly....
but its alright....

i'll learn to love myself more than anyone else alr..
cos i feel so hurt.
i'm a bad girl!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Saturday, May 24, 2008♥

well..just finished hoon chalet on 20 n 21..
nth much..nt so fun as we duno each others well..

kinda boring.....n i din slp much.damn angry...
cos that day nv slp n rest well i fainted outside on 23.05.08.
fcuk!!! its damn xing ku lo..

aniwae nth much happened..
my mind was like can't forgetting all the past.
hw hw hw??
can anione advise mi pls?

i'm so xing ku.............

yvonne love ryan

♥ Monday, May 19, 2008♥

Everything has turn out in a bad way!!

i wana be alone...................
to think.

blame nobody except myself.
i did a greatest mistake in my life!!! fcuk!
y aren't i'm happy n blessed anymore??

wad i lead nw is all confusion!!
IMPULSIVE!!!!! is the word that can describe now!!!

alright..!!!
let mi think!!!
a brand new yvonne will come out soon.
its time to change......

aniwae yest went to ax hse play mj..
got hm at 6.15am in e morning!!!
cant believe i can actualli stayed on till 6am!!
we finished mj at 3plus.
slack there n tok.
tok just awhile alr 6am liao..
damn long lo..
SUPER TIRED CANN!!!
my whole eyes cant open like tat!!

aniwae...........................................................................................................
GOOD NEWS!!!!
my company operating hrs just changed!!!
11am-9pm!!!
less one hr n i can slp one more hr....
when i saw alr i very happy...!!!

tml i'm on leave for 2days!!!
my dearest aihoon bdae...
gonna go chalet n enjoy!!!

by e way.............................
i wana stay out everything nw!!!
let mi be healthy nw..
PLS!!!!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Sunday, May 18, 2008♥

so sorry for the lag of updating..

AS I REALLY TOTALLY HAVE NO MOOD!!!!
aniwae yest after work went to axmund's hse to play MJ again..
with anthony ben dine n mi....plus my darling...

nth much..reached hm 4plus..
LATE!!!!
den faster bath le den go slp liao..
last few days was nt feeling well...
he was sick oso..
same to mi..
i'm still feeling very xing ku...

stayed at hm rest n watched dvd..nth much oso..
just feel very down recently..
no mood no everything!!!

finally hoon's chalet reaching alr...
sorry gal..i noe my tone was nt very gd as i realli feel so sad last nite..
something happened oso..

i wonder y ppl always regret when everything has become a past!!
even mi myself occurs e same pro..
hw i wish i can be like last time like tat but its like so hard to do so..
teach mi wad to do??
ANY COMMENTS??

i wish my unhappiness can stop alr..
its so tired to stay on like this!!!!
wish mi happi!!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Saturday, May 10, 2008♥

don feel like posting anything as i'm not feeling gd..

MY MOOD IS BAD!!!
hope everything will be fine!!
if not i realli duno wad to do!!! pls give mi wad i wan..!!!
PLS!!!

let mi be happy alright?
i dun propose much.............................

hope evrything WILL BE FINE!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Monday, May 5, 2008♥

actually i alr finished blogging just now.
den whole blog gone..nw have to restart to blog again.!!!
i blog very long post but in e end nw lost already..
so i've to start it over again...................................................

alright..let's starts with yest.
alex still on leave.short of ppl.
only mi n wilson working...nt much custs..but on off quite packed..

so my sales was not bad yest.quite sastified bt still can do better i think!!
after that mi n wilson played viwawa n axmund n his wife came in..
i was shocked den i faster close my window n yet wilson still at there blur blur lo.hahaha!!!

after that peak hrs again..all e way till 10pm liao...
after work went to ax hse play his NEW MAHJONG!!!
BLACK colour one lo.damn nice n cute lo..haaass!!!
so i called anthony over n darling to ax hse after work meet there while darling came hgp find mi first den ax n joyce sent us up..

den anthony wants to eat so we ordered MAC..
the stupid ppl give mi wrong orders for 2 items lo!! STUPID CAN!!
but they compensate us one MACWINGS n i still ok la..

den started our mj session liao..
anothony reached bout 11 plus like tat..LATE KING!!!
den we ended at 3plus!!!
2 rounds!! but quite fast liao le lo..

aniwae yest afternoon gt chat with sharon..
her blog kinda gt sum pro.
but mi n darling told her le den she believe n she changed n everthing's back to normal liao.
in e 1st place i can c everything shown on her blog except all her postings..
i tot its a virus!!! so toopid of mi can!! haha..
but its she done sumthing in e templates i guess...LOL..

alright..this morning when i wake up go bath..
MY STOMACH PAIN like hell lo!! fcuk it man!!
i cant walk or sit..cant EVERYTHING!!
pain like fcuk!!
den in cab my tears almost roll down cos that pain is unbearable..
when i alight..i walk like a cripple like tat.
den walk into shop wilson like not feeling well..
den its like no choice lo..
let him go back since i'm feeling better alr..

so alfred have to come down from WS..
idoit!!! heard him cum down i sian liao!!
cos he very kao peh one!!LOL..
but a very funny guy la..LOL..
aniwae i wan many many profits!!
PROFIT PROFIT PROFIT!!!

ok..my schedule is out!!!
i can off with my darling liao!!!
FINALLY e day arrivessss!!!!!!
tonite MJ anybody??
call mi call mi!!! hAHAHAHA!!!

alright..shall do my svoh everything lo..
shall update more soon..

yvonne love ryan

♥ ♥

yest was quite busy at work..

chatting with sharon n told her bout her blog gt some pro..
finally she edited n the blog was ok alr..
at first,i can c everything except her post.was damn shock..
it was like... wad happened??

isit my com spoil or??
den after tat darling oso sae her blog kana e same pro as mine..
den we told her den she done everything n the blog finalli ok alr..
if not my com will hang like siao..

my sales yest was not bad..
quite sastified with it but still can put in more effort n result will be better i guess..
alright..after work..

we wnt for our fav hobby~~~
MAHJONG SESSION!!!
so long nv play alrr..especially with axmund n his wife..
they bought a new set of black mahjong..
damn nice i tell u!!! UNIQUE lo!!
den i called anthony n darling go over ax hse to play.
so they all ON AH!!!
den headed there,mi n darling very hungry!
order mac n shun bian ask anthony wan eat wad den we order together..
finally mac delivery came..fcuk!!
first time give mi wrong order!!
somemore its 2 items not 1 lo.
can c they no heart to work like tat..
den anthony reached bout 11plus..LATE OK!!!
den we eat le den started play liao..
ended up our game at 3plus..consider quite fast already..
den we went staright hm after tat alr..

PLUS!! RECENTLY WEATHER HOT LIKE HELL!!!
2 FANS INSIDE MY ROOM OSO NOT ENUFF OK!!
nv switch on air con cos save electricity!!!

this morning wake up preparing go work..
went to bath?? GUESS WAD??
my stomach suddenli pain like hell!!!
IS REAL PAIN OK!!!
den i can't even walk n sit.
just duno y suddenli like tat..
den came work..i was LATE..i admit...cos i can't walk out of e hse in e first place..duno y..
den slowly walk out of e hse n come work.
suuposingly i dun wan to come but i can't reach ax n alfred..cos its like painful like HELL!!!
den try my best to come work den ax called mi n i told him i realli nt feeling well.
hope i can stay on cos todae will be a busy day plus alot of sales coming...

aniwae i dun wan e pain!!! fcuk e pain!!!
fcyuk the humid weather too!!! fcuk it!!!

yvonne love ryan

♥ Saturday, May 3, 2008♥

its was damn suay yest..
sian diao lo!!

my shop lost one brand new phone!!!
HAIZ HAIZ HAIZ!!
have to bear lo.no choice.
who asked mi nt to check stocks everyday.

FCUK sial!!!!!!
sian lo.todae like no mood like tat lo.
aniwae yest hoon cum down find mi till quite late.

PS: sorry gal.make u stay so late..

alright..finally hoon's chalet bookings has been done alr..!!
can't wait for that day liao!!
cos can play eat!!! and most importantly i can SLEEEP!!!!!
hahahaha!!!

aniwae todae my darling off n he go work with mi.so gd of him..LOL!!
act act onli la..haaasss!!!! alright..

shall post some photos up soon..
aniwae i so sleepy.
last nite cried like hell cos of my family matters!!
finally cry out liao.
cant tahan le..
keep inside my heart too long le.

haiz.my company like lesser n lesser ppl liao.
very sian lo.all work till so close le den leave.
c le oso sian!!

stupid alex went for leave..
idoit!!!
leave mi in shop work like hell!!!
i will beat u when u cum back i tell!!! si pui kia!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!
PS:MUST BUY PRESENTS FOR MI HOR!!!
u nv buy den u noe..

PS: SHARON!!! faster update ur blog oso la!! aiyoyoyoyo!!
alright.next week i off wed..should be la..hee..can off with darling better lo..LOL!!

shall stop my post le.will update more soon le ba.. :) CHEERS~~~

yvonne love ryan

♥ Thursday, May 1, 2008♥

GOOD MORNING!!! :)

Yest nite was so fcuk up..
my company change the new POS..
do till mi crazy...
do until my fingers numb liao le lo..

we started at bout 7plus on the system n do sales on e way oso..
den ended up at 11.30pm lo..
wah liewwww.... duno gt OT pay??haaaSSS!!!
cos late gt deduction wad..OT oso must habe increament one wad!!!

anywae my first bro called mi yest.one of my relative pass away!!
supposingly i have to go down e funeral yest nite but i realli cant make it due to work.
plus my stomach suddenly pain like hell lo!! FCUK!!!!
den will have to go down tonite ba.
aniwae mi n my third bro still quarrelling due to something..
haiz..SOB SOB!!!

well...nothin matters important nw except my health!!!
by e way, i left few hundreds n i will hit my target n get commssion alr..heee...!!!
hope todae will be a fine day for mi den :)
alright...shall stop here liao...gonna start my day n chiong my sales n profits alr!!!

yvonne love ryan