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♥ Sunday, May 25, 2008♥

i'm so pissed off with myself!!!
ihate myself!!!

ya..u're right!!!
i should look forward instead of backward!!
i will prove u wrong!!

have nt been feeling well recently.
just duno y oso....
my body is getting weaker n weaker..
can die faster mroe bettter ya!!

i feel so lonely.......
i hate this feeling!!!
aniwae y u all can be so happi n i so sad n down..
i'm feeling very sad n down oso..

i oso duno y will like tat.............
Y??!!!!!!!

work has not been gd oso......
aniwae my temper very bad recently..
oso duno y it became like tat..

alright..stay strong for mi..
learn to look forward n welcome a new future...
i miss u badly....
but its alright....

i'll learn to love myself more than anyone else alr..
cos i feel so hurt.
i'm a bad girl!!


yvonne love ryan