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♥ Sunday, November 30, 2008♥

last few days went to get baby's stuffs.
gt her a baby play pan, bolster, milk powder holder n etc...
cost mi $255.
sob sob :(

getting more n more tired everydae oso.
on thur hoon n li yun came n find mi gew new phones.
T700i sony ericsson.
e phone which i wanted to get at 1st!!!
but too bad i no $ la.
so no choice lo.

my nokia 6100 screen alr crack but yet no $ to get a new one.
anione wana get mi a christmas present??
A new hp pls???!!!!

recentlt i've 1 fren who is so emo n ......................
totaly cant help.
wanted to commit sucide.
scare mi to hell.haiz!!!
realli duno wad e person thinking oso.
everyone asked mi nt to care about e person animore.
but i just can't.
but i tell myself if i help e person again then e person wun noe hw to think oso.

so i've decided nt to care animore.
let e person lead their own life.

i'm lost.............
emo again.duno wad e hell am i thinking!!
i feel i'm like a slut!!!
i duno y!!!!
can my thinking just simply stop!
i feel so emo...........
i cried e moment i anihw think.

i dun wan to be like this.
by e way.baby name haven think yet.
haiz..
sometimes i think back like everything all i do alone.
i duno y.
no one there to help.
no one listens to mi.
i feel so lonely!!!!

i just hate to keep everything inside my heart.
but i just can't speak out!!!!!
feel so lousy n useless!!!!!

hw i wish everything is nt like this.
hw i wish time can turn back. :(


yvonne love ryan


♥ Thursday, November 27, 2008♥

was nt feeling well recently.
c doc liao.
but doc oso recommend mi nt to take too much med.

nth much.
will update soon.


yvonne love ryan


♥ Monday, November 24, 2008♥

was off todae with darling.
my flu getting more n more worst.
super jialat!!

went for my checkup todae.
baby was 2.3kg.
doc told mi tat i can natural birth.
yeahs!!!

n doc ask mi whether go mount anvernia or thomson medical.
as mount avernia is cheaper.
so i guess i will choose there ba.
e doc was gd enuff to tell us where is cheaper.

after tat headed to lot1 for a walk.
eat alr den walk pass a hello kitty small shop.
haha!!
guess wad i saw>???
MY MELODY OK!!!
i was crazy over.finally gt shop sell alot of melody stuffs.

den i chose 1 file, 1 water bottle n one small pouch.
ALL MELODY!! darling bought it for mi.
quite ex oso la.
but i was super happy.

after tat went to causeway point to play arcade den walk awhile go hm liao.


yvonne love ryan


♥ Sunday, November 23, 2008♥

HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY DARLING!!!!!!!!


yvonne love ryan


♥ ♥

i'm down with flu.................!!!!!!!!!

SUPER XING KU..
cant slp well.
duno y suddenli down with flu.

aniwae unhappy things happened at work todae,
dun wan mention out.
but i feel pathetic for him.
HAIZ!!!

aniwae i bought a small cupboard for baby clothings.(SPONSOR BY RAY!!)
thanks thanks..

this few days nth much.
just go work n finish work.
sales was not bad todae.
but last few days was nt realli gd.

alright.
i'm gng rest soon.
so drowsy though i nv take ani med..
nite everyone!!!


yvonne love ryan


♥ Wednesday, November 19, 2008♥

todae went to work as usual.
morning was feeling abit giddy n hot again.
just duno y.

alot of baby stuffs oso.
ray just pass mi 2 boxes of new baby clothes from his wife.

alfred n sophia oso pass mi some.
so darling after work went to yio chu kang control to collect.

den after work i cab down to whitesand n pick billabong auntie den go yck staion to pick darling.

nth much happened.
my appt i changed to next monday 3pm.


yvonne love ryan


♥ Tuesday, November 18, 2008♥

let the photos do e talking.........................................................................................................

todae stayed at hm to rest.

do a bit of hsework n help my idoit bro eric peh to edit his friendster profile.

super mafan man!!

den whole day at hm do nth.

miss darling alot.

n heard tml he gonna have meeting in e morning 9am.

KAO!!! super early lo.he's super tired i guess.

but wad to do leh.

tml gonna go back work liao.kind of sian................

cos maybe rest too many days liao den lazy.

HAHAHA!!!!



yvonne love ryan


♥ Monday, November 17, 2008♥

birthday present from mi to darling.

on cable car.i was crying while taking this pic.


inside cable car
at underwater world

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING LAU....

todae is darling 25th bdae!!!!
woke up at 11plus.
get prepared n its raining.sad.............

went downstairs den just nice gt cab den cab to vivo.
ate marche.NOT NICE!!!!!!!!!!
cost us $40 plus.super not worth it lo........................

den after tat decide to take cable car to sentosa..
i cried out whole on e way.TOO SCARY LIAO!!!
den after that i'm alright la.


reached sentosa n we went to underwater world.
nth much.just explore onli.
after tat cable back to vivo liao.
den called darling's sis n we went to her hse to find them.
cos they r gng tpy to get baby's stuffs.
n we need to get some oso.
so we bought some towels n handkerchiefs onli.
after tat they bought kfc n off we go.
reached hm n eat kfc with whole family except mama as she went to play mj.
cos she duno we r off todae.
den eat finish liao den we cut cake le.
cut cake n family photos with darling sis.
will update when i get e photos.....



yvonne love ryan


♥ Sunday, November 16, 2008♥

was gng to work todae.
took train to jurong east den change bus 334.
while on e bus,suddenly i blackout.
i guess weather too hot.

sweat liao den i took medicated oil to apply.
still nt feeling gd.den faster call wei le n ask him wait for mi at bus stop.
alight le den he help mi take my laptop.

after tat walk to shop.
super giddy...cant take it.reached shop n rest infront of e fan.
but still very weak.
my face turn super pale.

den ray called n ask if i was ok but yet i still nt feeling gd.
he was quite unhappy.
but...............i not purposely wad.
no choice de ma.den he asked mi go hm rest.
feeling so unhappy with mi like tat.
sometimes humans r all like tat de la.
wad to do??

den i faster cab hm liao.
wasted mi $15.HAIZ!!!
den he called again...told mi nt to work for 2 days.
ask mi to rest well.
so i feel better hearing wad he said..

den reached hm cook maggie mee n eat.
super hunry.no appetite..
onli feel like eating maggie.

den played viwawa with hoon awhile den i go slp liao.
slept at 2plus n wake up at 6plus.
power man! felt better liao.
guess i overwork alr.

den eat dinner as darling sis n husband came up.
den after tat they sae wan take baby's thing n so kevin(sis's husband) sent mi up to jurong east to take with bryan(darling's bro) n gf jenny.

take liao den come back hm le.
den nw awaiting for darling to reach hm.
alr 9.55pm yet he's nt hm yet.
duno y oso.

TONIGHT AFTER 12 WILL BE DALRING 25TH BDAE LIAO!!!!!!!!
tml duno wan go where oso.
i love u darling lau shu yu!

i appreciate all that uu have done.!!!
thanks!!! I LOVE YOU!!


yvonne love ryan


♥ Saturday, November 15, 2008♥

was nt working todae.
took mc cos i realli nt feeling well.

rested at hm whole dae.my whole face turn super pale.
den rested den at nite went out eat with whole family including hubby's sis n husband.

wanted to get baby's things de but so ex when we saw e price.
so ended up nv buy at all.
darling was so nice to take urgent leave to take care of mi.

cos my body too weak liao.
duno isit too tired or???!!!
i duno..

by e way..where gt cheap stuffs for baby?
hoon recommended mi go malaysia.
but i scare scare.
cos later kana rob small issue...
later anithing happen to mi i very scare.

so still considering oso.
2 more days to darling bdae liao.

so nice of the cake shop lady boss to send mi darling bdae cake at nite.
darling saw e cake n think its very nice.
wanted to take a photo de but my hp gt no camera.
HAHAHA!!!

who wana get mi a new hp or digital cam??


yvonne love ryan


♥ Friday, November 14, 2008♥

cried out badly after work when on cab hm.
tok to anson bout "something"!!!
was real sad la...

den alight liao saw darling n he saw my eyes was filled with tears..
i was real sad!!!
so long nv been like this.
i just simply feel tired n sad.

dun wana mention out oso.
super sad
super TIRED!!!

aniwae i just wish i dun nit to think of anithing now.
y can;t i just be happy??
Y>>!!!

aniwae i just wan a simple life.
y can't i do tat?
i hate myself.
i simply hate this type of life...

pls help mi anione??!!!
dalring is more tired than mi.
i feel so guilty for making him getting mroe n more tired everyday.
i noe tml i sure confirm super tired as i cried super badly..!!!!

my mood is not right.
i just wan to be HAPPY!!!!
i am real tirred...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

hope my maternity can starts early.....
den i can rest.but without dalring beside mi is so boring too!!!!
i hope i can spend every min n sec with him everydae.
after work each time we onli tok awhile den we slp liao.
super sian.
i wish i can tok to him long..
but i noe i can't as tml both of us need to wake up early to work.

how i wish both of us work office hours.
den we can spend more time together.
i realise i'm getting more n more dependant on darling.
everything changed afteri got pregnant.

i wish we can go back to e past.......!!!!
den we will have more time together n nt getting tired easier..
i miss e old times!!!
i miss working in love mobile too.
so funny to have this thoughts!!!

gonna go rest early....
its alr 12.29am yet i'm still blogging...
i just wish i can have mroe time with darling...
ZzZzZzZzZzZ.................................


yvonne love ryan


♥ Thursday, November 13, 2008♥

i have plan for darling's bdae liao.
aniwae its gonna be a suprise ya??!!!

todae sales was nt bad.
just hope everyday can be like tat.

by e way......countdown 5more days to darling's bdae!!!
recently starts work at 10am.
super tired cann!!!

n hubby oso need to wake up even more earlier.
i feel so bad.
haiz!!! aniwae next mth gonna stop work liao...!!!
cant tahan e tiredness alr.

I NEED REST PLS!!!!!!
aniwae baby name haven think of yet.
gt some suggestions oso la..

Lovelle Lau??
Shermaine Lau??
Kristy Lau??
Jelaine Lau??

can anione pls give mi more suggetions??
i think till my head wan bomba alr..
cant take it man.
think one name htink 10yrs like tat.

chinese name oso headache!!!
Lau Shi Min?
Lau Hui Min?
Lau Shi Ling??

i need ideas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by e way,my god ma went back malaysia liao.
she said she will help mi buy pampers out.
cos its much cheaper.Thanks!!

next mondae will be my off dae as darling bdae.
gonna shop baby's things together oso.
time flies real fast!!

i hope when i guve birth its not painful.
i'm REAL SCARE!!!


yvonne love ryan


♥ Tuesday, November 11, 2008♥

08.11.08

meet ray at tam at 10plus.
waited ben oso.went to singtel to sign bb n hp.
den after tat went to buy hubby present.

i bought a watch at citi chain.
quite ex laaa..
but for him.i willing to pay..:)
den ray bought darling a mont blanc card holder.
nice of him.

den after tat head to ikea n courts.
bought furniture n lcd monitor.
super hungry...!!!
after tat rush back to shop put all e things den head to supplier there to take acc.
as it is sat so they closing early.

rushed down all e way to tpy den after tat i had my first meal at 6pm.
omg....i almost wan faint liao..
super busy.after tat head back to pr den settle everything den eat liao den go hm slp le.
recently darling sae i keep snoring when i slp.
i swear i'm real tired liao!!!!

09.11.08

something happened on tat day..
super upset n tu lan.
dun wan to mention animore.

finished work at 10pm with ben.
super tired.ZzZZzZzZ
was real busy recently till to new shop open.

hm sweet hm after tat.nth much happened!!!

10.11.08

darling n mi off...!!! yesh!!!
i slp till 11plus den awake liao.
darling wan cut hair den we head to north pt there.
after tat we went down to tpy hdb hub.

wana check if we can apply flats.
but sad......still no ans yet....
den find steve awhile den headed down to bugis liao.

went to buy stand for display den walk walk with darling.
so long nv shop with him liao.
den we went in to topman n i bought 2 t shirts for him..NICE!!!

den after tat went to play arcade..(mahjong) while waiting for hoon to meet mi at orchard.
den awhile we left le den bussed down to orchard cathay as darling take pay.
n i meet hoon at there.
went to eat western food at cathay.
nice n yummy n CHEAP!!!!!
loacted at 4th or 5th floor..
name AUSTON!! niceeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

den after tat hm sweet hm liao..
reached hm quite early den chat with hubby den slp le.
i love u darling!!!!
COUNTDOWN 9 MORE DAYS TO DARLING 25TH BDAE!!!!!!!!

11.11.08

woke up early todae as gng to take some stuffs.
den headed to work liao.
super tired....
i wana REST.............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can dun work?
i'm real tired liao..
baby cuming out soon....................


yvonne love ryan


♥ Friday, November 7, 2008♥

06.11.08

went down to tpy find darling den after tat saw ke li.
she went down to lovemobile to interview..
after tat she went off n i continue stay there ..

after tat i went to oc to find simon n he sent mi up to pr to sign contract for our new shop.
signed finish liao den we all go n eat.
eat le den after tat go anson there take axmund's laptop den i headed back hm liao.

at least nt so tired recently..
anwiae darling is real tired...i noe.
by e way,axmund n simon quit smoking liao.
duno when darling will quit??
i realli hope he can sacrifies oso.
but i guess is real hard la.

next wk wait for darling off den i gng hdb with him to apply flat liao.
hope we can get oso.
hee..........

alright............
i guess after my checkup this mth i will be more nervous.
i very very scare liao..


yvonne love ryan


♥ Wednesday, November 5, 2008♥

4.11.08

finally darling off liao.went to pr to paint e wall.
den i cant stay there so i went to take company stamp n name card at jalan besar.
namecard was nice.whole thing black de.hee..
went down jalan besar to find showcase oso.
manage to find 1 shop la...but prices was nt tat gd oso.........
so still wana consider first.

after tat went back pr to find darling n co..
still doin..den 8plus gt one person call mi..
GUESS WHO?????????!!!!!!!!!!
its hoon..!!! she's back,she called mi once she arrive at spore airport.
luckily she still rem mi laaa.............HAHAHA!!!

den she so nice.came down to pr find mi as i realli bored.
cant help them oso.so she came n buy mi 2 souvenirs la.
ok la.still gt heart oso la.

after tat finished painting at bout 9plus 10.den we head down to whitesand to eat xin wang.
fnished den hm sweet hm liao.
SUPER TIRED AGAIN!!!
darling was real tired..
i noe darling..so sorry man.
THANKS HEAVEN FOR GIVING MI SUCH A GD HUSBAND!!!

12 more days to darling bdae liao.
time flies so fast.....
i am real tired.my back aches.
PAIN PAIN..!!!


yvonne love ryan


♥ Monday, November 3, 2008♥


last nite emo again.duno y will like tat.
cried like hell like tat out of sudden.
FUNNY sia..


i duno y will cry out oso.sorry darling.
made u worried again.but i not purposely one.
aniwae i have made dalring super tired..
sorry sorry..
will compensate to u back alright?
aniwae i alr try to slp early liao.but just too tired oso.
countdown 14days to darling bdae.
together for so long n this will be e 1st bdae i will be celebrating with him.wonder how should i celebrate with him oso.
HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!
wad should i get for him??
actualli gt some planning but c hw lo..
but i think slping at hm e whole day the best.HAHAHA!!
no nit spend $ oso la.................
LOL!!!~~~~~~~~he gonna kill mi for sure if he c this!!! LOL!!~~~~~~~~

duno when hoon coming back??!!!!!!
i miss her laaaaaaaaaaa.....................
u gt miss mi??

aniwae recently my stupid 3rd bro ERIC PEH so action!!!~~~
keep on telling mi his profits there very gd!!cant stand him sia!!
y my bro so action one?LOL~~~~
purposely write here so he will get to c this n he will feel pai sae!!
LOL..but duno whether he noe how to come to my blog not!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
sumore he keep telling mi he look very young n handsome bla bla bla~~~
den alot of gals which is around my age go "sian" him.
SUPER BHB RITE??!!!
hahaha...luff till i stomach cramp man.
cant stand him la.but no choice sia.
he's my bro afterall.heeee.......

i wan to slp.........i'm real tired!!!
sumore darling sae this 3 days i snore quite loud.
last time i slp nv snore de..
guess is real tired liao.hope i can slp early todae.
but wad i noe is slp too much more tired..
how sia??

time flies realli fast..
2 more mths n i gng to deliver liao.
super nervous n scare.
most scary thing is the PAIN!!
duno whether i can tahan not...
hoope i can endure with it...............

aniwae darling one wk leave has approve liao.
meaning after i give birth he can stay beside mi..
HAPPY!!!!!!!!!at least he's beside mi all e way.

DARLING..I LOVE U SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!
NV EXPECT MY LOVE FOR U IS GETTING DEEPER N DEEPER!!
(sounds mushy i noe but i just simply love him!!)
this kind of husband cant find another one liao.
i sure will treasure our relationship well.
it wun fall apart tat easily!!
n i believe we can do it oso!!i've faith in u!! :)

aniwae happy bdae to WENDY!!!
stay pretty ya!!
(she's e gal who do my wedding make up n hair)
specially thanks to u!!!!!

tonite will get to eat bird nest liao.
hee...for so long i keep forgetting to eat.........
i've nt been eating much oso.
weight now is onli 53kg.
but doc sae my baby's size is normal de.
can't wait for this mth checkup oso.


yvonne love ryan


♥ Sunday, November 2, 2008♥

was super tired man.
y am i so tired??!!
aniwae need to find 2nd showcase for new shop..
ani lobang anibodi??

alright.yest went down to darling there to find him.
super sian!!! gt small arguements with hus colle(dun wan mention name)
super ame n bo liao la...
CRAPs!!!
den tok with them awhile den hm sweet hm liao.

DARLING..I'M SORRY FOR SAYING U OR SHOUTED AT YOU LAST NITE.
I HOPE U UNDERSTAND I DUN MEAN IT N I REALLI LOVE U!!!
SORRY DARLING!!

sometimes i realli hate myself!!
y can't i control my temper?y!!
haiz.i realli feel guilty after doing all those things.
can i change??!!!pls!!!
i dun wan so bad tempered man.
nt gd for myself n anione around mi too.

but i'm a very impatient n stubborn person oso.
y am i like tat?
can this temper of mine just get lost pls.
aniwae i'm just so sian of my temper oso.

haiz,hope i can slwoly change my temper oso.
aniwae next checkup will be this mth 28 (fri).
i getting more n more nervous liao.
cos my edd is on 12 jan.duno will come earlier or later not.
but i hope will be earlier den at least my confinement will end earlier.
den at elast i still an go "bai nian".

my mil will be doin confinement for mi afetr her work everyday,
meanwhile will be darling's sis come over help lo.
baby still nt confirm whether my mil wana take care not.

i wana apply flat!!! but vey hard cos our cpf super little plus we dun have cash.
SIANS!!! wana buy 2nd but oso need cash.
HOW HOW HOW??!!!
stress...after baby cum out sure alot of expenses de.
very scare later bcos of $ will quarrel or wad.
i dun wan quarrel!! who will want man??

economy is getting very bad oso.hubby's pay oso very little.
every month like cant hit com at all.
where gt ppl work hp work till like tat de?
SUPER LESS HIS PAY!!
i getting more n more worried if i give birth at TMC will ex not.
cos we quite tight in cash oso.

i hope everything will go smoothly.
hope is a natural birth.den i dun wan have tat injection oso.
save $ ma.
but scare pain den in e end cant tahan.hahahah

so hope everything will go smoothly.
all is $.
haiz.sumtime dun wana think so much cos u will be more sad n stress thinking.
so no pt think so much oso la.
just be happy everyday.
cos i believe "mei you qian ye ke yi hen kuai le"
so just let it be lo.


yvonne love ryan


♥ Saturday, November 1, 2008♥

MY NEW ACER LAPTOP!!
SMALL N NICE!! SUITS MI!!


30.10.08
at nite rain n hubby sent mi hm to take my dell box den head to whitesand just to change another brand,
was close by the salesman dell better!! but actualli its not!!
ANGRY MI LIKE HELLL!!!!
but luckily he let mi change to acer one.so i top up $200.
supposingly dell one was onli 8gb internal but acer one is 160gb.
so stupid of mi to get e dell one.HAHAHHAA!!!

waited quite awhile den meet ben at there oso with hubby.
hoon called mi when she was at airport,told mi her flight was delayed..hahaha
den rain hubby sent us back.so nice of him..
den meet dine at khatib control..
den we walked back hm to play mj.

started bout 11 like tat n ended at 3plus near 4am liao.
i was real tired man.
den after that dine went hm n ben stayed over.
cos next morning we have to shift alot of things..

woke up at 10am like tat to prepare den on call cab go down with alot of things..
for the new shop at pasir ris.we 3 super stone liao.cos we slp too little liao.
den reached there meet ray n axmund to settled e handover den we 4 go liao.
went to katong mall to look for showcase (axmund recommend) but ended there nv sell at all!!
SSIANSSS!!!cos weather hot like hell..

den after that went down to tanjong pagar to c 2 2nd hand one.but not wat we wanted.
so we cab back tam to ikea n giant to c wheather have ma.but yet none!!
so we decided to go back pr to do spring cleaning..
finished everything at 9plus den go eat liao den cab hm le..!!!

GOOD NEWS~~~!!!
hubby was promotoed back to supervisior liao.
FINALLY~~~!!!
best part is his pay go back to e same lo.
hope his basic wun go up n down again cos we wana apply flat.
so its hard if his pay keep gng up n down de...

aniwae hubby tue off liao...yeah!!!
n hoon has reached thai for 2 days liao.but still nv heard anithing from her.
she nv called mi.sad !!
hoon....i'm still waiting for ur call leh!!!


yvonne love ryan