♥ Sunday, November 2, 2008♥
was super tired man.
y am i so tired??!!
aniwae need to find 2nd showcase for new shop..
ani lobang anibodi??
alright.yest went down to darling there to find him.
super sian!!! gt small arguements with hus colle(dun wan mention name)
super ame n bo liao la...
CRAPs!!!
den tok with them awhile den hm sweet hm liao.
DARLING..I'M SORRY FOR SAYING U OR SHOUTED AT YOU LAST NITE.
I HOPE U UNDERSTAND I DUN MEAN IT N I REALLI LOVE U!!!
SORRY DARLING!!
sometimes i realli hate myself!!
y can't i control my temper?y!!
haiz.i realli feel guilty after doing all those things.
can i change??!!!pls!!!
i dun wan so bad tempered man.
nt gd for myself n anione around mi too.
but i'm a very impatient n stubborn person oso.
y am i like tat?
can this temper of mine just get lost pls.
aniwae i'm just so sian of my temper oso.
haiz,hope i can slwoly change my temper oso.
aniwae next checkup will be this mth 28 (fri).
i getting more n more nervous liao.
cos my edd is on 12 jan.duno will come earlier or later not.
but i hope will be earlier den at least my confinement will end earlier.
den at elast i still an go "bai nian".
my mil will be doin confinement for mi afetr her work everyday,
meanwhile will be darling's sis come over help lo.
baby still nt confirm whether my mil wana take care not.
i wana apply flat!!! but vey hard cos our cpf super little plus we dun have cash.
SIANS!!! wana buy 2nd but oso need cash.
HOW HOW HOW??!!!
stress...after baby cum out sure alot of expenses de.
very scare later bcos of $ will quarrel or wad.
i dun wan quarrel!! who will want man??
economy is getting very bad oso.hubby's pay oso very little.
every month like cant hit com at all.
where gt ppl work hp work till like tat de?
SUPER LESS HIS PAY!!
i getting more n more worried if i give birth at TMC will ex not.
cos we quite tight in cash oso.
i hope everything will go smoothly.
hope is a natural birth.den i dun wan have tat injection oso.
save $ ma.
but scare pain den in e end cant tahan.hahahah
so hope everything will go smoothly.
all is $.
haiz.sumtime dun wana think so much cos u will be more sad n stress thinking.
so no pt think so much oso la.
just be happy everyday.
cos i believe "mei you qian ye ke yi hen kuai le"
so just let it be lo.
yvonne love ryan
