♥ Sunday, November 30, 2008♥
last few days went to get baby's stuffs.
gt her a baby play pan, bolster, milk powder holder n etc...
cost mi $255.
sob sob :(
getting more n more tired everydae oso.
on thur hoon n li yun came n find mi gew new phones.
T700i sony ericsson.
e phone which i wanted to get at 1st!!!
but too bad i no $ la.
so no choice lo.
my nokia 6100 screen alr crack but yet no $ to get a new one.
anione wana get mi a christmas present??
A new hp pls???!!!!
recentlt i've 1 fren who is so emo n ......................
totaly cant help.
wanted to commit sucide.
scare mi to hell.haiz!!!
realli duno wad e person thinking oso.
everyone asked mi nt to care about e person animore.
but i just can't.
but i tell myself if i help e person again then e person wun noe hw to think oso.
so i've decided nt to care animore.
let e person lead their own life.
i'm lost.............
emo again.duno wad e hell am i thinking!!
i feel i'm like a slut!!!
i duno y!!!!
can my thinking just simply stop!
i feel so emo...........
i cried e moment i anihw think.
i dun wan to be like this.
by e way.baby name haven think yet.
haiz..
sometimes i think back like everything all i do alone.
i duno y.
no one there to help.
no one listens to mi.
i feel so lonely!!!!
i just hate to keep everything inside my heart.
but i just can't speak out!!!!!
feel so lousy n useless!!!!!
hw i wish everything is nt like this.
hw i wish time can turn back. :(
yvonne love ryan
