♥ Sunday, December 7, 2008♥
todae was e worst day for mi.
after work went hm straight.mood was very gd at 1st.
but meet hubby liao tok bout something den ended up i cried like hell!!!
e 1st i cried till i wish i can die straight.
i wish i can leave e world!!
i super stress n sad.
i noe its not darling fault.
but i just simply hate him for keepin quiet all e time.
maybe tat prevents deeper arguements.
i noe he love n dote mi.
haiz.
recently my head become real big.
no $.everything oso cant settle.
i super stress.
baby cuming out soon but yet we dun have ani savings at all.
SUPER HEADACHE!!!
i got a my melody small carrier bag todae.
original one.ben got it for mi for my bdae present.
thanks BEN!!
last day of work liao.
guess i will be real bored at hm.
super BORED!!!!
i wish to be entertained everydae.
if not my mind will starts to anihw think again.
i dun wan to make anione worried for mi.
but i just need care n concern onli as i feel so lonesome.
i feel tat no one there to care for mi.
i dun wan to depend on anyone at all.
i wan to be independent.
but yet i wan concern.y??!!
ya..maybe i duno wad i wan.
i love my darling real much.
i'm sorry once again i throw whatever shit temper.
SORRY DARLING!!
yvonne love ryan
