♥ Saturday, January 10, 2009♥
everydae at hm.
SUPER BORING.
somemore darling gonna go back work soon.
guess i'll be real bored by then.
my wound is so painful.
i cant tahan man.wana cry out but i just torelate first.
every nite baby will cry.cant slp much.
heart hurts!!!!!!!!!
baby like not feeling gd.
everydae can hear her throat gt alot of phlegm!!
all my fault for drinking coke when i was preg tat time.
I BLAME MYSELF!!
everyone cant slp well cos of baby.
i feel so guilty.
n myself i cant take care baby cos of my wound.
hope it will heal faster!!!
PAIN PAIN PAIN!!
somemore i'm super fan bout $ cos my boss haven transfer my pay give mi.
SUPER STRESS!!
i noe everyone will ask mi nt to think so much.
but hw not to think?
everydae must give my mil $ to buy food to cook for mi.
I AM REAL STRESS!!!
baby is so cute !!!
i love her so much but yet i cant help her when she cries.
HAIZ!!!
i dun wan think so much but i cant stop thinking.
i feel so useless.!!!
blame myself for not preparing $ tat time.
dun even have savings.
now super jialat.
duno wad to do.
i hope money can drop from e sky la...
realli think too much liao.
yvonne love ryan
